I’ve tried so hard to keep myself from falling
Back into my bad old ways
And it chars my heart to always hear you calling
Calling for the good old days
Because there were no good old days
These are the good old days

i guess i was wondering....do you ever miss me?

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anyway the point is, it feels like if we had just gotten through that shitty patch maybe we'd be enjoying the fruits of an adult relationship now

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i feel like i missed out, big time...

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you'd want to kick my ass and i'd want to kick my ass. i'm sorry you still feel bad about it. i don't really know what to do.....want me to sly out there for a weekend of sex and decision making?

That’s a hell of a thing to lay on a guy at 2:30 in the morning. What do you say to that? How do you even begin to formulate a response? Shit, I still can’t bear to listen to Chelsea Hotel #2 after what happened there. Lies and drugs and knives, scars, broken hands, nights that lasted for weeks…

You may be done with the past, but the past isn’t done with you.